I was about 5 years old and being in the country over the summer, south of Transylvania and North of the Danube River, I remember that I was looking at my grandma who was lying on the bed and I had that petty feeling of sorry mixed with love for her. I loved her goodness and I was sorry for her because she was sick, old and poor, and I was a city kid who had everything. With that overwhelming feeling I got out on the balcony and suddenly I looked at the sky South West and the sky opened from inside out like a big rectangle, and inside it I could see very clear my Grandma’s room, with the white stove on the right, the round table in the middle and the door. By the door on the wall I could see a dish painted country style and also a towel hanging around it. I looked at it for a while without being scared, until the rectangle closed itself from outside in. I knew that I had to remember that paranormal experience year after year to validate myself that it was real, not a dream, wish, or imagination, and that someday I will understand the reason the room was “hanging” up in the sky.
In 80’s I bought a Self Hypnosis book by William W. Hewitt and using the technique described in the book I considered my “personal room” the room I saw in the sky when I was 5 years old. Suddenly the walls of the room vanished and I could see a red Galaxy like Milky Way in a horizontal position and seen from the side. Something moving on the left side of the Galaxy, outside of it, attracted my attention and I thought it was a ship. The next moments were unforgettable, first I felt a breeze on my body and then I literally found myself sliding inside a red tunnel that had kind of red lava on its walls. When I started the self hypnosis program I was sitting on the couch in my living room and on the left side was a big window and in front of me the TV set, I looked on the left to see the window but it was not there, I looked in front of me and the TV set was not there either. I said myself that I experience a genuine OBE and I was trilled, I let myself enjoy the experience. I was sliding at a low speed and suddenly the speed increased and I felt like my chest was hurting me, and kind of drifting with my mind, like loosing my consciousness, I started to count from 5 to 0 (that was the condition response I would take it to get out of the trance) but I did not opened my eyes. The speed decelerated and I regained the confidence in myself. Shortly the speed increased again and I felt the same symptoms of being afraid that I will never return, this time I counted from 5 to 1 and I opened my eyes. I was in my room sitting on the couch and incapable to do anything else than to think about the paranormal experience I had. I wrote to the author and he was very kind to answer me back, his advice was that I had a genuine paranormal experience and I should not fear it because we all have psychic capabilities… The fact that the sky opened for me letting me see the un-seen makes me believe that we are watched every second of our lives, I mean our feeling, our minds, and we all can have a “close encounter” with the Universal Intelligence if our state of mind, our feelings overwhelms us high enough to elevate us.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
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